You ever wonder...

You ever wonder..., originally uploaded by gealouxy.

... what it'd be like to live on the moon, alone?

No one, nothing, else around - just you and the darkness.

And the stars.

And your thoughts.
If you never knew what your life is like today
the here and now
then you'd never know the difference between happiness and sadness.
No hurt. No pain.
No one to leave behind.
There will be no disappointment.

Sometimes I wish I live on the moon.

posted by G. | 4/24/2009 12:37:00 AM -- (0) comments

The miracle of love

The miracle of love, originally uploaded by gealouxy.

Before you were conceived I wanted you.
Before you
were born I loved you.
Before you were here an hour I would die for
you.
- Maureen Hawkins

Everything I thought I knew about motherhood went out the window the minute my daughter was born. I'm more tired than I thought I'd be. I'm worried and paranoid about her well being. She sneezes and I think of the worse. She coughs and I'm fighting picking up the phone and calling the doctor right away.

I love her more than I can ever imagine.

Anyway, she's almost 4 months and she's a lot of fun. She's very vocal already. She's always squeeling happily and laughing about everything. She does have her off moments when she'd scream and cry. Even then, I smile. Because even in her most vulnerable moments, she's still so so cute!

My God, she's turning me into a complete mush!

posted by G. | 4/10/2009 12:07:00 PM -- (5) comments